53

half a sandwich w/ cheese + ham (during a working night)
1 portion of fries w/ mayonaise
1 brochette
1 hamburger
1 coke

1 sandwich w/ poulet curry
3 coke lights
1 portion of soup w/ french bread

1 portion of fries w/ mayo
1 portion of cornflakes w/ milk
1 grapefruit/vodka cocktail
thai hot dish w/ scampi (didn't eat much of it)
half a glass of white wine

1 actimel
2 pistolets w/ jambon + butter
3 slices of toasted bread w/ jambon + butter
2 times cornflakes + milk
1 small portion of pasta bolognese w/ courgette, aubergine, tomatoes
3 x hash

1 actimel
1 kiwi
1 banana
1 club sandwich
1 glass of coca cola
1 xtc pill
half a gram of cocaine

a steady 53 kg

1 danone yoghurt
5 sips of orange juice
1 banana
1 kiwi
3 slices of white toasted bread w/ boursin
1 portion of fries + mayonaise
1 brochette
2 little chocolate candies
1 lollipop

2 baguettes w/ cheese
1 (small) portion of pasta w/ parmezan
4 coughing candies

(whenever i'm ill, i always end up eating more!)

1 baguette w/ cheese
1 portion of fries w/ mayo + ketchup
2 coke lights
2times5%alcoholic drink
2 ephedrine pills

1 baguette w/ cheese
1 portion of couscous w/ 3 tomatoes

picture of the salad i ate yesterday. isn't she a beauty.

1 baguette w/ 2 different kinds of cheese, salami + butter, boursin
1 portion of white pasta-salad w/ sausages, pickles + yoghurt sauce
1 portion of salad w/ tomatoes, wheat, red beet, cucumber + yoghurt sauce
1 bacardi-coke
1 mojito

1 lion
half of a hamburger + fries
1.5 coke
2times5%alcoholic drink

1,5 baguette w/ brie, salami, margarine
1 portion of fries w/ mayo
2 glasses of white wine
2times5%alcoholic drink

2 baguettes w/ brie, salami, boursin
1 portion of couscous w/ 1 courgette & 2 tomatoes
1 beer (still tastes like p)
1x5%alcoholic drink
3 ephedrine pills

1 krisproll (little swedish bread) + boursin
1 portion of veggies + a little piece of steak (3 bites)
2 sips of a cocktail (w/ triple sec, cranberry juice, lime, blue caracoa, gin... i think?!)
half a glass of grapefruit juice
1 m&m

1 portion of macaroni w/ cheese (about 300 kcal)
3 ephedrine pills
2times5%alcoholic drinks

1 portion of white macaroni w/ vegetable sauce
1 salad (w/ plenty of yummy healthy ingredients including orange, egg, couscous, tomato) + dressing
5xcocktails in martini glasses w/ grapefruit juice, tequila, vodka, triple sec, cranberry juice
1 coke light

1 strawberry sunshine smoothie
1 portion of couscous w/ 3 tomatoes & half a courgette
2times5%alcoholic drink
1 crushed ephedrine pill, smoked

1 baguette w/ jambon & butter
3 white wines
1 coke
1 portion of couscous w/ 1 tomato, half a courgette & 3 red peppers

1 alpro soja drink
1 hamburger meal
1 white wine
1 coke light
1 portion of pasta + sauce + cheese
1 crushed ephedrine pill

half of a pizza (mainly cheese)
a few bites of a salad
1 alpro soja drink
one bite of spaghetti + mayonaise (i was wondering)
1 white wine
1 vodka-coke

1 brown baguette w/ jambon & butter
1 portion of couscous w/ 5 tomatoes, courgettes, aubergines
2 glasses of white wine
1 apple juice
2times5%alcoholic drink

(went on a soup-diet during the days i haven't been updating. weakness: icecream)

3 slices of homemade bread w/ 100gr jambon parm + margarine + salad
1 portion of couscous w/ 1 courgette & 1 tomato
1 slice of cheese
1 glass of milk
1 watermelon piece
2 apples

1 pizza mozzarella
200gr spinache
1 mars icecream bar
3times white wine
mèh: walked 2km

1 portion of pasta w/ 5 vienna sausages
1 hamburger + crisps
1 white wine
3 coke lights

1 portion of fries w/ mayo
5 bites of dürüm kebab
1 twix icecream bar
3 coke lights

note: last ciggie!

my roomie and i just bought a new package of ciggies, and we made us a bet! after we've finished our ciggies we'll try to quit smoking as long as possible. if one gives in sooner than the other, the person who wins has to continue not smoking for an hour! (suffering) the winner gets to pick 10 people off the streets for the loser to hug. we're both just as addicted and therefor convinced that the other will win.

5 bites of brown pasta
5 bites of couscous w/ ketchup
7 vienna sausages w/ sauerkraut +1 brown baguette
1 lychee drink (129cal)
1 vodka-pineapple juice
2 coke lights
1x5%alcoholic drink
a tiny bit of speed

in 10 days i spend 70 euros on ciggies, so that makes about 200 euros monthly. more! i figure i have a reason to smoke less now, but a part of me thinks it's all worth it! especially the cancer thingy, you know. it must be my star sign.